On the other hand, I do have a few personal aspirations! They're mostly frivolous and small, but hopefully this makes them more realiseable...
1. To learn to use my lovely Matilda, who is sitting so patiently waiting for me to get my act together! I have the manual, Husband has fixed the sewing machine table he picked up on freecycle and is in the process of installing it (in Sausages' bedroom, which two weeks before 'Madge's due date he has decided to swap with the study, leaving the entire house in chaos, but that is another story!).
2. To learn to use the drop spindle given to me by Crochet Queen back in April or May. There is fibre in my stash, and YouTube tutorials have been duly bookmarked. A few have even been watched, but as yet no spinning has taken place.
3. To work my crafting stash into a more manageable size. I am, by nature, an awful hoarder. My craft corner (Husband has quite another name for it) is packed with yarn, magazines, and bits and bobs gathered with all sorts of projects in mind over the last year or so. It has definitely grown since we moved to the Bungalow and I was allocated my own space for such things! Husband's reorganisation of our living arrangements seems like a prime opportunity to take stock and manage the chaos. I will do my best this year to actually make the projects I have stashed the yarn for.
4. To purchase only natural fibres, and only when absolutely necessary. I hate knitting acrylic. Why do we do it? I currently have a small addiction to a certain budget natural fibre yarn brand, and really have no idea why I have so much acrylic in my stash. I used to think it was more practical for babies and toddlers, but now I think I just believed what somebody else told me on that one. Why clothe my beloved babies in inferior materials, just for washability? I'm a cloth nappy mum, for goodness sake! I make my own baby wipes out of flannels! I have a top-quality washing machine with a choice of cycles for delicates and woolens! I shall work through the stash of acrylic on practical projects, and not replace it.
5. Knit socks. This was on last year's to-do list, but thanks to spending much of the year with a pregnancy-generated yarn aversion so little knitting actually happened that I never got to it. In the mean time I have taught my mother to knit socks while I was working on other things, and several people I taught to knit in the first place have gone on to knit socks. This year I will get it together with socks!
6. Publish at least one of my own patterns, and write up all of the rest. Keep an eye on this one, there might be a free pattern or two heading blogwards!
7. Publish some of my non-academic writing in an attempt to generate some income around looking after my precious family. I always thought that you had a family around your career, and never dreamed that I would stay at home to care for my children. The reality of how I feel now that they are here is totally different, and I need a career that will contribute financially while making them the top priority of my time and energy.
8. Run one stall at a fair in 2014 selling my own produce, be it yarn, original hand knits, whatever. I had this plan in mind when Mamar and I went to Wonderwool this year, but somehow ended up pregnant and hating yarn instead.
9. Get back to being organised enough in the house and kitchen to resume our weekly veg box order. I gave this up when I had awful morning sickness and just couldn't go in the kitchen. We ate junk for months. I am back to doing most of our cooking and using a meal plan, but there are still smells that send me running for the bathroom. Luckily I know this will all disappear when 'Madge gets here, so I'm looking forward to getting back to a more regular domestic role.
10. Restart the daily learning journal I started for Sausages a few months ago. I made a few entries, but I was put off by some critical comments from a couple of friends. I don't know why, I must have been feeling low. I still think it would be good to record some of the things he does. I will dig out the nice book I bought for the purpose, draw a line under the previous entries, and try again. And maybe start a little book for 'Madge for its own little timings and changes.
11. Give birth. Ok, this is a cheaty one, since it has to happen, and has to happen soon. But it's always nice to have something to tick off your to-do list nice and early in the proceedings! Also, it's not an insignificant achievement, whatever form it takes. I have my hopes for this birth, but I know it's a whole event in itself, not related to Sausages' birth or anything else that might be going on, and that it could unfold in almost any way. I have very little control over this one, and am open to following it's unique path.
Phew, that is a much longer list written down than it was in my head! Ten is a nice number for a list, and number eleven is a bonus. I think I will print it off and stick it over my desk in the new study (if it ever comes together) as a motivational tool. Then, in around April when I can actually look at something that isn't my children, I could bring myself back to what I want out of the year. I don't need to accomplish it all. They are not commitments. Some are more serious than others, and nearly all can wait longer than a child who needs you: number eleven being the obvious exception
What are your aspirations for 2014? Do you find yourself focusing on your home life, career, or recreation? Do you think I'm mad to have any aspirations at all when a new baby is arriving at any minute? (If so, I suspect you may be right!) Let me know, and feel free to link back to your own blog posts on the subject in your comments. I hope 2014 is a great year for you all, both through what the world throws at you, and through what you throw back.